who was there
when they passed away
who was there
when it was too much to take
who was there
to clean the mess you made
who was there
to talk to as you lied awake

I was always there
as you continued to make your mistakes
why can't you love
them instead of hate
they were also there for you
as you screamed the dilusions that I ate
you rejected everyone
unstable mental state

I tried to help
but you created
a monster within
me
and a monster within
yourself

who was there
when they weren't for your sake
who was there
with your friends you couldn't make
who was there
when I fought my own battles day to day
who was there
when you stabbed everyone with your debates

you were never there for me
left me there as I ached
cruelty since the beginning
I'm about to break
nightmares around me
traumas that made me shake
the one time I needed you
you thought I was a fake

well I tried to help
but you created
a monster within
me
and a monster within
yourself