I force open my mouth and scream,
Outburst that tears all the seams,
I'll take this useless tool you call a heart
and murder its dreams,

once beautiful and hopeful
is now twisted and black
instead of ripping through my chest
you just stabbed it from the back

and thank you for taking
all that corroded forsaking
put to rest all my ambitions for
a positive recreating,

I cast out my cares
for all it does is impair,
my judgement on these decisions
that I cannot repair

A dying flame that's turned to embers
A hate too painful to remember,
Memories inside that plead for death
I will oblige and then dismember

With all life's time elapsing,
What's stopping it from collapsing,
Some foreign entity that keeps,
My mind, inside, twisted relapsing,

I pray for my head to regress,
This sense of me being depressed
Is now with what I'm obsessed,
Because I'm just too stressed,

SO WON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT'S NEXT!?

Tumbling deeper down a rabbit hole,
to find something so unearthly,
discoveries so masochistic,
because the only thing they do is hurt me