How can I live when I can't live my life at all?
How can I see when I'm blinded by your wall?
I'm sick of this controlling
as if I am not growing
I'm aging like I know I should
But the rules you keep on throwing
are driving me insane
only causing so much pain
I'm not a little fragile girl
not a baby to explain
I'm sick of feeling stupid
feeling tired, worthless, and useless
sitting around, can't live my life
being abused and
treated as if I'm so weak
shutting me up so I can't speak
But do you realize the shit I've done
to protect myself
from the shit you hide from me?
The chain that's wrapped around me
I'm so sick of being pushed to the ground
You don't realize that
You lost me long ago
Now I'm waiting to be found.