It's been a long road
working my way here
yet sometimes I wonder
what it'll be like

...to disappear...

I found a home
My friends are near
but I feel alone
this year

Don't know what to believe in
or if I'm being
deceived
Is this real?

Don't know the reason
there's something I'm fearing
It's unknown what it is
It's so unclear...

I'm not feeling
like myself
I am bleeding
and I try cleaning

...the blood stains on my clothes...

I am aching
Am I mistaking
when I'm waking
to this pain

I feel inside?

Maybe I'm waiting
for someone to take me
take me far away
to a great escape

I found another
only to discover
under the covers
is broken glass

The edges are
pricking into my past
Who knows how long
I could last

It's cutting me
as if it's there
piercing my skin
But does it really care?

It's been a long road
working my way here
yet sometimes I wonder
what it'll be like

...to disappear...